Sunday, February 28, 2010

I drove to spectrum today yay! not by freeway tho :( still can't do that yet. I know eventually I will have to learn though. But once I start driving more this is the car I want.
MINI COOPER yeyeye
Something small and swift and I can't really hurt anyone with :D
BTW someone keyed my car. Why the fuck would ANYONE do that?
No matter what you never ruin someone else's personal property. It's not right.

Team USA Ice Hockey lost to Canada for the Gold Medal after Overtime. ;_; I really thought they would get the gold. Nevertheless, Ryan Miller, USA goalie did a great job in this winter Olympics.
"no one remembers the silver medal winner" -George P ;_;

Saturday, February 27, 2010

There are not too many people I can say I hate in this world...
It really is a burden to say you hate someone because you're mind body and soul is not at peace and I like peace.
I'm a human being who doesn't hate someone back if they hate me. Instead, my attitude is: I love you and if you don't like me, then thats you're problem not mine.-Its your burden
This person I used to be close with once...How does someone in your life become a friend, then a brother, then now a meaningless entity?
You let it go yourself. I tried and I'm sorry to say I don't care about our friendship anymore. You contact me only when you want me to give you money or when you need something...your RUDE and DISRESPECTFUL to me and a lot of your friends.
You are the epitome of selfishness.
A friendship is about balance. You think you are superior to me (I can feel it)....like you have better things to do. Maybe you do
The more I think about it, the more in my mind I hate you, even though I try so hard not to.
I gave you a blanket of love and happiness. I want you to go shred it and throw it in the trash. I really thought that we would make it to the end.
I guess experience is what you get when you don't get what you want.


Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me.- Chinese proverb

Friday, February 26, 2010

A lot of people read FMylife.com and I used to too alot last year. I think people go to that site because it makes them feel better knowing that someone else is more fucked up situation then them.
givemehope.com is even better and it puts you in a good mood and not by default :D
Here are some of my favorites:
A long time ago, I went to see a band at a small club in Chicago, the band was unknown and broke.

After the show, they scraped up enough money to go and buy fast food for all the homeless men near the club.

The band? Fall Out Boy.

Good karma GMH.

I recently rung up a young boy and his mother. When he saw me at the register, wearing a hijab, he grinned broadly at me. As they were walking away afterwards, he tugged on his mom's sleeve and said,

"Did you see her, ma? She's gorgeous! I bet that's why she's all covered up."
GMH

During WWII, my family's home in Western Russia was pillaged by the German Army.

After the fall of communism, an elderly man showed up to the now rebuilt house. He told my grandmother that he was a former German soldier, and he wanted to return the jewelry he stole from the house.

Men like him GMH!

Today, I took one of the children I work with to have to McDonalds. The child is 7 years old, autistic, has fetal alcohol syndrome and lives in a shelter with his grandmother.

Aware he was hungry, I asked him why he hadn't eaten his food and he smiled and answered

"I want to take it home to share it with my grandma." GMH

I was at the mall the other day when I saw an old couple sitting together. The man looked over at the woman and said,

"Jane, we did it. We grew old together."

The look in her eyes GMH.


Last year, I was going to kill myself. I wrote a note and slipped it into my best friend's locker at school. That night, I was preparing to die, when she crawled through my window and kissed me. My first real kiss.

Kristain, I know you read GivesMeHope all the time. Will you marry me?

He GMH.

how sweet :D
So when I was in high school I used to have a tv in my room and I used to watch CNN all the time.
I had a huge crush on a gray-haired, 42 year old man..
not to mention he is GAY.

ANDERSON COOPER
He's intelligent, articulate, and SELFLESS
From the website Givesmehope.com:
"Today, I came across a video of CNN reporter Anderson Cooper reporting the news in Haiti.
Chaotic looting had broken out all around him. Suddenly, the looting turned violent, and a young boy was laying on the ground, gushing blood.
In the chaos, Cooper stopped reporting, sprinted over, and dragged the stunned boy to safety." GMH


Heres a video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cUYluCCTSK4

Thursday, February 25, 2010

CALLING ALL TAEYANG IMITATORS!
just because you have the "tae yang haircut", the earrings, and the chinky eyes
DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE TAEYANG LOL
im not saying that these guys are ugly or hideous, some actually do have korean super star potential, but you will get no where as an imitation.
be an innovator :)

BTW if your gonna dance with jenny at the club, make sure you DON'T wear a hairband HAHAHAHHA


who knew this little boy would become F A M O U S
cheers!

Monday, February 22, 2010

I love the Olympics especially the summer ones and I am a crazy fan. Team USA or Team Korea? USA OF COURSE. People are always conflicted with two countries but for me, I am an American first and I will stand by her side FOREVER :D
I love these times where countries go represent themselves in a “friendly battle” seeing which country has the best of the best. It’s a time where we just set our differences aside and just PLAY!
Curling is a sport requiring years of practice to master a great skill and balance. They require “a chessmasters mind as the skip has to be a extremely good strategist.”
LOL NO ANYONE CAN DO THAT SHIT HAHAHAHAH

Thursday, February 18, 2010



feel so alone...

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Men I've met these days have become soft.
So many have become dainty, cowardly pussies
What happened to the ultimate real man? and I'm not talking about muscles or the guy with the expensive car....
These days you see guys, freak out over bugs crawling ACROSS the room, guys who fix their hairs 24/7, and guys who talk about things but don't do anything about it.
My solution: I can be a little bit extreme but if I were in charge, THE PRESIDENT I would make it a requirement for all American males go to the army for at least a couple years to toughen them up. KOREAN STYLE.
But you know there are some that I have met that are true men. Guys who fight when they have to and break up a fight when they need to.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

I’ve mention this to some people before...about plastic surgery. 53% of korean women has gotten plastic surgery in their lifetime. Usually its the blepharoplasty or the double eyelid surgery. If this enhances one’s look, then wouldn’t it enhances their chance of being considered attractive, and that enhances their chances of finding a mate which will then enhances their chances of reproducing.
Does that mean that our generations of children will be uglier and uglier and uglier? lol
I have nothing against surgery, if it makes you happy go for it....
Hyori wasn’t hideous before she got surgery. In other words, something like plastic surgery on your eyelids won’t dramatically change you from a hag to a princess. I heard people say korean stars are only pretty because they have surgery done on their face. BUT actually these stars need to look somewhat beautiful before to look fabulous in the end. They need to have potential in their features, so no not everyone can be SUPASTAR famous with surgery.


don't get a boner. thats was once a DUDE. lol this pic is after he/she got surgery
GG

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness,
For lovely eyes seek out the good in people
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry
-audrey hepburn

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Thing I discovered at my house in la last time i went to visit my father....
Father is single and is experiencing a midlife crisis! Someone help him out!!


-> 1) A FAKE IPOD NANO HAHAHHAHAHH WHAT THE HELL

-> 2)Of course designer jeans is a must


->3 Last but not least.....a book about HOW TO LIGHT HER FIRE HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

Sunday, February 7, 2010


VALENTINE'S DAY IS A STUPID HOLIDAY.
Valentines Day is a day you celebrate with the man/woman you love. How could it be stupid?
So then what is love?
Love is peculiar and odd. Love is unbalanced and a little obsessive, because you want to see them every chance you get. Love is sort of self destructive in that you'd rather hurt your own feelings than the person you love. Love is vulnerability; its exposing your insecurities and negativities and wanting to change them into securities and positivities. ^.^ Love is about sacrifice, saving that last portion of mac n cheese for that one person, even though you have been starving all day.
LOVE IS EXTRAORDINARY
All of the above? then you are in love.

Now let me disprove something. Love is NOT patient. Patience is a personality trait. I don't have it. So if I have to wait three hours for you all the time, I am always going to be upset. hahahaha :)

All I can say is life is too short to stay with someone that you don't love. It's a mission in life to find that one person before the clock of life ticks away.
Two points of advice:
1) Don't EVER limit yourself. Don't say, "I don't want to see them THAT much. I want balance." But remember i said earlier that to feel the ultimate euphoria of love is to explore the limitless.
2) Don't care what people think. People can talk. People can gossip. Those are the people that I feel will never understand. The people who will never feel the greatest feeling in the world
3) Move on if you haven't found him/her yet. There's no point of wasting your time and life.

"Only the person you love can make you the happiest you can ever be, but they can make you the angriest you can ever be. "
-NW

Wednesday, February 3, 2010


Xenia is a Greek word I learned in my classics class and it means being hospitable to your house guests. But what about your responsibility as a GUEST?
Some things you should NEVER say/do as a guest at someone's house.
1) "Why is your house so dirty?" ----Can you seriously be THAT rude? LOL No matter how disgusting a place is, you never say that because its just plain insulting.
2) "I am so bored."----Boring people are always bored. Enough said.
3) "Your dad is hott."----don't be a homewrecker