When I am nervous, tense, stressed and scared, I like to take of shot or two of alcohol. :) It calms my soul really....
But what if I am nervous, tense, stressed and scared when I am DRIVING
FACKKKKKKK

When I was a kid..

When I was a little girl, I wanted to be
1) doctor
2) fashion designer
3) a teacher
4) Interior designer
5) Flute player
6) Lawyer
7) Veternarian
8) Billionare

All these occupations combined into one little ten year old Sahra.
What you learn as you become an adult is that we need to choose what is important to us the most. AND in the process give up a little bit or a lot. If we want to be that doctor one day we have to give up play time and if we want to be that famous musician, you have to give up being with your family. Its about giving up and at the same time not giving up.
Maybe we can find a balance between the two, but this is hard and sometimes impossible.

I can't be all those in the list. I think I'll just settle for a billionare :)

"Childhood is measured out by sounds and smiles and sights, before the dark hour of reason grows."

FACT AND QUESTION

- FACT: forcing yourself to smile does indeed make you happier
- ?: I wash my hands every 20 to 30 minutes because I'm afraid of getting sick (bad experience in freshmen year) Does this mean I'm OCD? O_o
- FACT: quote- "Personal affection is a luxury you can have only after all your enemies are eliminated. Until then, everyone you love is a hostage, sapping your courage and corrupting your judgment."
- ?: Will I be a hostage forever?

scary mooovie

i love scary movies and when there is an opportunity to watch one I'm down. So Ive watched a lot of them. I just watched Paranormal Activity on my date with tree and this movie is the most realistic paranormal movie Ive have ever watched...except the ending tho....and at times it got kinda dull but overall it was good, i recommend ^.^
The most disturbing movie Ive ever watched has to be the hills have eyes number one because it involves family and you cant help thinking damn what if that was my family? That movie has a lot of boo's and things popping out.
the most disturbing thing is treesa laughing at all the scary moments of that movie...disturbing

surveys

So I've been taking a lot of online surveys these days because of extra credit for my classes and even a raffle to get free rent. I told myself I could just bullshit all these questions and punch in "neutral" for every answer to get it over with. Why not, everyone does it right? But then I thought harder and realized that people use this data from surveys to really make a difference. A GOOD DIFFERENCE and in general to make the WORLD A BETTER PLACE TO LIVE YAYY They are trying to improve things for US and no else. It directly effects us!
People have incentives like money or like extra points or raffles to make us interested but doing this actually makes us do surveys because "we have to" not because we care. So to peeps out there if your not going to take it seriously, then don't do it at all because in the end it fucks up everything.
:D
saranghae <3

next time
please watch what you say. it really hurt me....

WHATEVER.

I stand up for whats right. It doesn't matter how much I love you or how much I care about you or what great friend you are or how close you are to me. If you are wrong I will tell you. Don't think that I choose sides based on who you are, but by your ACTIONS.

By the way Happy October! My favorite holiday!
I think I saw a ghost last night O_o
I swear I'm not crazy.