Birthdays are a time of joyous celebration. happiness.
Today is my grandpa's birthday and he is 80 years old. I called him at 12:00 exactly and he answered. He said what he always says on the phone with me. "Don't worry your going to get into medical school, your a smart girl." But today when I heard him, I couldn't hold back my tears. He was the one who raised me.
I am sad on this day.
I love my grandpa so much
-sahra
A grandfather is someone with silver in his hair and gold in his heart.
- Unknown

I apologize if I offend anyone from this post.
I believe there is a God. God is good and I love him. He is the ultimate form of the perfect being. In fact when something goes my way, I always thank God because I know it is HIS doing. I don’t blame him for my misfortunes ever. God does ONLY good things. I know that a lot of people however that blame him for bad things that happen in their lives. These bad things A PART OF LIFE. He should never be held responsible.
So then why don’t I go to church? I never felt I fit in at church even at a young age. It simply isn’t for me, yet I continued to force myself. What made me stop completely took one moment. One day at service, this man came up on stage and said “I have a baby daughter and I love her so much…she so beautiful blah blah blah.” Then he said something that still gives me chills to this day. He said “Even though I love her so much I would give her life up for God.” My question is why in the world would God give a man such a precious gift and then ask to him to return it? The answer I came up with is: HE WOULDN’T do that. If his baby suddenly died, he would think that it was God who took her away. But what I believe is in reality, death is a simply part of life. Life is the greatest gift that HE has given us and death unfortunately n comes with the package deal. We are told that we need to fear God, but how can we fear someone that we love. I’ll tell you, when I was young and I feared my dad, I absolutely hated him. So this is impossible.

Eight days and counting. I'm proud of you Georgy bear.

Love you
"Quitting smoking is the easiest thing in the world. I've done it dozens of times." :)

miscommunication

So today I had an argument with a person that I truly care for. Since I truly care for this individual, and since I hate the way I fell after a fight, I asked myself why did we argue? The answer: miscommunication. Alexander Graham Bell did a great thing for society inventing the telephone and giving people the ability to communicate from long distances without the use of dot dot dot dash dot dot. And this cleared up a lot. But how else can we improve this? How would we make it that we do improve and understand what the recipient has to say. Change of language maybe? How about we find a way to read each others mind. yeah someone should invent that.

By the way I have first day of class at eight am tommorrow and I can't fucking sleep.
"The best things in life are unseen. That's why we close our eyes when we kiss, cry and dream."

my main flaws.

There’s a time when you have so much time on your hands that you stop to think. What are my flaws?
1) I am very indecisive. So indecisive to the point where people make decisions for me. Basically when you grow up with a twin you can literally multitask. When a friend asks for help and at the same time another friend needs you, that is when Theresa comes in. I am able to please both parties and they are usually happy and satisfied. But unfortunately once you get older and we go our separate ways this twin multitasking ability diminishes. So who do I help friend A or friend B? What I do unconsciously is I agree to help them both even though realistically my one body can’t possibly do so.
" I can't give you a sure fire formula for success, but U can give you a formula for failure: try to please everybody at the same time."
-Herbert Bayard Swope
2) I tend to give up when something doesn’t work first try. When something doesn’t work for me, what I do is say “it wasn’t meant to be” and I stop trying. One thing I admire about Theresa is that she has that no bullshit mentality which is very opposite from me. When she wants something she goes for it. For me, when there is a problem, I drop the pieces and leave. The good thing about this is no confrontation, no stress, and a new start. The bad thing is that sometimes you lose those opportunities that really you were meant to have if you kept trying. Possible regrets. The bad outweighs the good in this case.
"There are two different kinds of people in this world: those who finish what they start, and "
-Brad Ramsey
3) I block out reality I’m in denial. A friend called this naïve. I refuse to believe some things that are purely facts. I refuse to believe in negativity even though they are truth. I essentially live in a Sahra fantasy world where everyone has good intentions and eat ice cream all day. The problem? This makes me incredibly ignorant and stupid. BUT if I became a realist, I’d discover all the atrocities in this world, which would become imprinted in my brain, and eventually deteriorate me into depression.

4) I am extremely superficial. First impressions are a big thing for me, when in reality they shouldn't be. I should know a human being for the person they are.
Its important to realize your flaws so that hopefully you can improve them.
Thank you have a nice day

summer lessons

This I’ve learn this summer:
1.)When people cause something to happen that you dislike and it is constant problem, this means you need to leave these people. Well not leave, but in good terms release them and find new people who bring in positive energy into your life.
2.)The only person you can depend on is yourself. There are not that many selfless people in this world. Very rare. Some people won’t even have the opportunity to meet one. So, be comfortable with being by yourself.
3.)When you stumble upon what you think is a bad experience, think of it as a good one because in the end you come out stronger.
Life Lessons.
"Experience is what you get when you don't get what you want."
-Tori Fuller
By the way I pet a kitty today. I named her Pookie she looks like this. Minus the poofiness

FOR all you SMELLY MEN

So I found out something strange. Do you know what is a main factor that attracts one person to another? Forget their looks. Forget their personality. Fuck it all.
It’s his SMELL.
For all my fellow biology major students: women preferably choose the scent of a man whose genetic composition is greater in difference to hers.
Women have a sixth sense. Yipeeeeeee
I realize this from my own experience. It’s not his sweat. It’s not his nasty flatulence. But something about George smells so good to me and I don’t know what the hell it is. :)
"Guys who have big muscles and a nice car are usually trying to make up for a lost feature."
-unknown
don't think perverted. Its their smells! ;)

in other news: start saying bye bye to summer.. say bye bye to sleepin in T_T WAHHHHH

marriage

So basically majority of the peeps I know now are 20 yrs old. In a good 5 to seven years we are going to get married. WTH How can you think about getting married when you still feel like a kid! Haha I bet a lot of people wonder who your significant other will be. I read somewhere “Marriage is a case where both partners need to give up something to get something different and greater in return. If anyone is selfish about the relationship then it won't work.” This is so true. My parents and ALL of my close friend’s parents are all divorced. Sad but the reason why they did is because one or both of them simply stop trying. In my opinion, any marriage can work as long as they keep TRY. It seems so simple, but this is the key for a successful marriage. Both of them need to try. It takes two to tango. Once one person starts giving up, it’s done.
There are two things that I have to mention for preparation. One. There is no such thing as a perfect person, therefore you need to accept some things and habits that you might not exactly like or agree with. Two. Never have too many high expectation of your significant other because you’re always going to be disappointed. No one can read your mind.
These are the things that I have learned from my parents failed marriage. Your experiences both good or bad, are always going to teach you something. TRUST
"Love is blind--marriage is the eye opener"
-unknown

seven years

Seven years ago I did something terrible. I purposely broke a mirror (theresa’s favorite green toy mirror to be exact) and now I’m paying for it. Seven years of braces. KARMA is a bitch.
Im sorry Tree.
I still hate you tho. :D
Moral of the story: Be kind to all
"Just be who you are, wait your turn, don't push.Be beautiful, be graceful. If you're going to get angry, be angry behind closed doors. Don't ever let them see you sweat. Just hold your head up no matter what, and don't ever let anyone stomp you out."
-unknown

THE PERFECT PERSON

I have found the PERFECT person. This person always has a positive attitude, will do anything for a friend, loves work without the anticipation of being paid, funny, cute, bubbly, and…...square.

If everyone followed him his way of life, we would live in a perfect world.
Too bad not everyone watches spongebob.
AND
Too bad the perfect person isn’t human.

"I am a nobody, and nobody is perfect, therefore, I am perfect."
-unknown

Do you know what I miss the most?
CLUBBING
I miss dancing with the lago girls. I miss the beating sensation in your ears, possibly warning your brain about your damage to your ear drums due to the loud music after you leave. Believe it or not I even miss the smell of the sweat drenched people.
I miss it all. LETS GO! :D





"Dance like no one's watching, love like you'll never be hurt, singlike no one's listening, live like it's heaven on earth." -William Purky

This picture is how i feel right now. Completely and perfectly content. This is the feeling I live for. :)

"And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear music."
-Fredrich Nietzsche

i poker face.

Goldilocks.

Not too big, not too small. Not too hard, not too soft. Not too much, not too little. BUT just right. You know what I realized? Almost everything in life should be kept in moderation. Goldilocks status. It applies for everything. For example, everyone wants those A’s in school, but that takes a lot work. You got to sacrifice hanging out with friends, fooling around and having a good time just because you’re studying 24/7. So is it worth it? Getting a failing grade is bad too because that affects your future. It’s the two extremes. (Unless you’re a super genius or something, which is again another extreme and most of these people, from what I seen have low self esteem, and bad social skills) The main point is being in the extremities is not normal. Being average is.
Did you know that even the most beautiful people have faces that have average features? A nose, lips and eyes that are not too big and not too small. Interesting huh?
This applies to other things too, like “caring” for someone. Caring so much seems like a great thing but at the same time, people start taking advantage of you because they think they can depend on you all the time. If you care too much and one day you get disappointed, it hits your emotions like crazy, making you super depressed. But if you start being careless. Then obviously that’s a problem too.


The solution is making a balance. Reach equilibrium.
But FUCK it’s harder done than said.

lets take the long way home for once.

Hypocrite. Someone called me that. At first I was offended, but afterwards I thought about it and I realized, how many of us, for example, called someone out for shit talking and then we go out and complain to our friends about how much of a shit talker they are.
Human. That’s what a hypocrite is. I’m not offended any more

Girls
1) Girls don’t care if you pull out a chair or open a car door for them. It nice, unless you’re willing to do this for her all the time. They want consistency. Why would you want to hang out with someone who expects you do be like a slave anyway?
2) To follow up with number 1, consistency is very important. Constantly tell her that you appreciate them as a friend/girlfriend or whatever or else they will forget. They notice this
3) Girls don’t like cockiness. They do like confidence however. There is a very fine line.
4) Not all girls like chick-flicks.
5) Girls love it when guys hold heavy stuff for them. Not only does it show that they are real men, it also shows that they want to actually help. So when a chick is holding heavy ass groceries, guys should always offer to hold it for them. That’s the way it should be. Holding her purse is however a no no and demeaning to the guy.
6) Girls hate pussy guys. There’s a time where a guy needs to fight and a time where they need to be smart and back out. BUT you can’t back out all the time. Sorry, boys need to fight sometimes.
7) Girls remember everything. Words said out of anger can hurt, so be careful what you say.
Boys
1) Boys absolutely hate liars. Especially lying girls. For guys it takes years to build up the feeling of trust and it takes very little even seconds to destroy everything
2) Boys love compliments. Of course too much of this can cause cockiness. (refer to girls number 3)
3) Not all boys hate chick flicks :D
4) Boys love chocolate? DUDE I DON’T KNOW IM NOT BOY! >:D

"Never take life too seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyways."


by the way... i miss you miranda.. COME BACK ;_;